Inasmuch as we are pushing forward there are people trying very hard to pull us back but it doesn't matter that some people are laughing behind your back...glad to see you fail, smiling in your face, while pretending to be your friend. You are not your mistakes, your failures, or your disappointments. Be aware things will happen that you are not prepared for.
Regroup, go back to the drawing board and comeback with a different strategy. Every day you have the opportunity to re-launch, restart and to revive your dream. You are more powerful than you realize! Dig in, challenge yourself and hold the vision. You have GREATNESS within you!